I'm so tired about whining about pain and pain pills, but believe it or not, I feel better when I do. So here it is. If you don't want to hear the whine, please, move along....nothing to see here. This is more of a therapy thing.
Tomorrow I am going to Houston to see a new pain doctor. I have no idea whether this is going to be a permanent doctor change, but I DO have to go according to my lawyer. I'm glad. Doctor Somerville has been terrible about treating me. I have to fight every month for my pills, and half of the things that he's promised to me do not seem to get done.
I've lost about 50 lbs now, not even trying. I think that's come from Low Testosterone, although many people experience weight gain from testosterone loss. No other ideas why it's happening unless I"m having a real problem with the diabetes again. It's running wild, I'm sure, since the doctor lowered my dosage so low again. I felt so much better for a while while I was on the T, but now I once again feel like crap...tired all the time, and oddly, in pain much of the time I think from inactivity. However, I have no motivation to get exercise!!! It's so frustrating!
Strange crap happening in the world. There were just shootings on Capitol Hill, which really isn't surprising. I'm going to blog again later and check this out.
